Tuesday, July 22, 2008

The Dark Night - worth watching

At first, I wasn't really in to this movie coz I think the first one was not up to expectation. However, this sequel....get 8 out 10 from me. Late Heath Ledger performance was brilliant. I have never seen him did such role before. He really made it his own. No wonder he was nominatted for Oscar for the role. The movie did not only stand as a movie...but it also had a message. What is it?? Well, watch it for yourself...and you'll find it. So, if you went or going to watch the movie. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.

Our One Year Anniversary

Gosh!! Time does fly by so fast. Has it really been a year?? Yeap. Our wedding reception is held on 12th and 13th April 2008, but actually we officially tied up the knot on 20072007. ehehehe..nice date huh?? Well, yeah....the gap is huge. It was a long story...and to cut it short...we actually had project goin on....and we decide to tie the knot first. But then, everything did not go as planned and we were really disappointed with a certain party.

So..where did we go to celebrate?? Nothing fancy. We simply went to Sunway...had our huge portion of lunch at Tony Roma's and watched The Dark Night. Maybe next year...we'll do something much more fun. uhuhuhuhu. But this year we had fun too. I mean, no matter what you do...but as long as you are with the one you love....everything should be perfect, rite. ;)

To my dearest hubby, I love you!!! Hope we will be celebrating our anniversary for another 50 years to come. Muah!!!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

I Hate It When....

I hate it when people are not independent. Just becoz you know other poeple can help you in the end...you take things for granted and hope that everything will work on it's own. Pleaselah....live up to yourself and put higher expectations. Depending on other people will not bring you anywhere. Instead, you'll be stuck right where you've started and other people will go further.

I was taught to be independent since I was like 5 years old. Anything and everything that I want, I have to get it myself with no help from others. I need to learn how to be resourceful in order for me to achieve what I want. That is why I hate people who depend on other people so much!!! I mean, if you have worked so hard..and at the end...you can't do it by yourself..it's ok. But...with no effort?? It is just wrong!! Please lah...wake up. Not everyone will be there to help every time.

I also hate it when..a women thinks that she has to rely on men to get the jobs done and never had the guts to even learn to do it themselves. Come on lah..we are not living in the 50's. A lot of women nowadays even hold such a high position in an organization...and you are still stuck with that mentality?? I just don't get it!! I just don't. Yes....some things...you need men to carry it out...but for small things...that you can do yourself....take the time to learn for your own future benefit.


I wish to congratulate my beloved fren Hanna...on her new born baby boy Dean Sadat on 9th July 2008. (sorry..this entry is like 5 days late). Dean is so cute...and looks just like u. uhuhuhu

To Be or Not To Be

It has been quite a bz early July...since most of my days in June was wasted in bed and at home. Gosh!! I hate being sick and feeling vulnarable.

So, back to my entry. Last week I called a fren asking him something on govt homeloan. Then, he offered me to apply for a contract position in the govt sector. Since early on...before I went into Uni...I never imagine myself in the govt sector. I am not sure I can fit in. But then, since this is a contract and not permanent.....and the economy is not doin so well...like my biz....I think...I'll give it a try and see how it goes. At least I am not bind by any permanent rules.

But I am a bit confuse...to be or not to be?? hmmm....I can't imagine myself wearing baju kurung all the time. aaarrrggghhhhh!!!! I only wear those during raya...or kenduri kawen. uhuk. A fren said...alah..U can wear baju kurung with a blazer. OH NO!!!! That is a fashion disaster!! Few of my very close frens who knows me well can tell that I can never fit in. It is better for me to stick in the private sector. But well.....it doesn't hurt to try. But looking at my beloved hubby...there are some thing that u enjoy in private sector...u can never get in most of the govt sector/dept.....time efficiency and fast work. There will always be procedures that can be taken out....but bcoz it is there...you have no choice but to follow every step of the way. Making u taking a longer time to settle things that can be settled ages ago.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

June 2008 - Really Was NOT My Month!!

Yes...it has been quite a while since I've updated anything in my humble blog. Truthfully, I wasn't feeling quite well over the pass few weeks.

It started as early as by the end of the first week of June. At first I was feeling a bit malaise....that goes on until about a week or so. Most my gfs tot I was pregnant...and I was about 5 days late and they tot wrong. And when I started to feel a bit better...the flu came down on me. Arrrrgggghhhhhh!!!! The malaise...I can stand...but flu???!!! I felt like wanting to tear off my nose...pump everything out of it and put it back in. Wanna know y?? Becoz this is the worse flu I've ever encounter...not only my nose itch...but my throat and ears itch too!!! To make it worse...it only start to itch in the middle of my good nite sleep...which means...I'll eventually woke up and can't go back to sleep. This..when as long as almost two weeks.

By the 2nd week of flu epidermic...I can't take it anymore and went to the doc....got all the necessary medicine. It was starting to wear off...but then as the medicine is finished....the symptoms came back. Shit!!! So I had to take further action buy buying shit hell expensive medicine at the pharmacy. This happens in between of my encounter with the breakdown of my car. uwaaaa!!! As if anything could go more wrong than all this. Well...guess what?? It did not end there.

Just I was about to declare myself free from illness (malaise and flu)...I got the cough. uwaaaa!!!! As of today, 3rd July 2008...I am still coughing like nobody's business. The worst cough will be around 2am and 4 am everyday. There goes my beauty sleep gaian. I haven't got any decent sleep for almost a month now. Pity my beloved hubby...kept on woken up by my horrible cough. So after a few nites, I decided to sleep in different room after he sleeps..so that I won't be disturbing his sleep. I know he needs it. Hell!! Who doesn't need a good nite sleep?? On 30th June, I went to the hospital...coz I tot that my cough was due to asthma allergies coz I used to have asthma. The peculiar thing is....after x-raying my lungs and inspection...the doc conclude that there was nothing wrong with me. No asthma or infection or what so ever. So end up I got cough syrup and a prescribe medicine that is supposed to give a relief to the cough. I was trying to recall any abnormal activity that I have done to encounter such sickness. The only changes in my life was....I have a new next door neighbour....who rings his bell everyday between 7-8am and 7-8pm to call down his god...and burn all this candle..and all the smell and smoke will come flying into my house. Arrrghhhhhh!!!! Tension giler!!!

In this condition, I don't feel like going out and do business with anybody. I just pray everything will go back to normal soon. So I can do my activities as usual. I think I'm not the only one suffering from this coughing epidermic.....few of my frens encountered the same too...and some of it lasted for almost a month. Please...a month??? NOOOOOO.....not me... please!!!! uhuhuhuhuhu.