hmmm.....it's been a while since I wrote anything here. I have a lot of incidents to write about...but never come to write about it in the end. Well....today is exactly 1 month 1 week after the grulling incident at the hospital with my miscarriage. The truth is, I am long passed that. Hey, life must go on. uhuhuhu
I am glad when everything was over before my hubby left for his outstation duty for 4 months in Melacca. He went just 1 week after I miscarriaged. Hate to think he would have to come back and forth for me if I was still in pain or in fragile condition. Everything worked out for the best in the end. Allah always know what is best ;)
Nothing much had happened in this 1 month. I've recovered completely....physically and mentally...i guess. Although....I am missing my hubby. Haven't been away for so long from him before.....not even when we were dating.....eheheh. Few of my frens were quite amazed by how I handle the incident. To tell you the truth...I am quite amazed of myself too. To be able to handle the emotional wreck that happened was a great deal. A fren of mine had the same experience, she was mopping for a long time. Luckily, she got pregnant 2 months of the miscarriage....and that made her stronger. I guess, too many things happened in my life that the experience helped me to be a stronger person mentally. I am greatful for that.
Actually, I was imagining the joy of going back for raya with a big bump on my belly. I guess we'll see if that will happen next year. uhuhuh
So....nothing much has change. I go to work everyday...and hassle through the traffic with idiot drivers everyday. The only thing that has changed is my weight. I did gain 3kg (most of it goes to my belly), bigger boobs, butt and thigh. hmmmm.....bigger boobs and butt....damn...it's a plus.....but fat belly??? Is a damn NO NO...so now am dieting to reduce it. ahahaha...but my hubby said to leave it alone...so it can be a cushion and pillow for the next baby. Yeah right?? :P