Since the announcement of the election date, my life has been miserable. Yeah...u've read all about it before in my blog. So NOT going anywhere for our honeymoon just added the miserableness into my life. I've been planning for the honeymoon for ages. I've even bought few things for the honeymoon. But since it was too short notice for us to go anywhere between 6-9 March...I've decided to let go. Yes!!! It is damn sad. I am frustrated, sad, angry and depressed but maybe it is for the best. I have never felt this sad since my last birthday. No celebration or what so ever...just like an ordinary day. I think I have to stop to expect. Well, no need to say anything about it now..it's in the past. sigh!!!
If only I stick to the date of 1st March 2008, If only my hubby did not get the offer so soon and If only the government did not decide to make the announcement that ruins everything. I just hope nothing else goes downside.
So, 12th and 13th April is the only thing I am looking forward for now. Just praying that it goes well. The rest I can console myself...just like I did with everything else that goes wrong in my life.