Blood Diamond...iyer..aku baru tengok

Ahahahahah...yes..I've just watched this film on Astro HBO channel. Didn't care to watch when it was playing at the cinemas. I heard the story line was great but I think we were to busy to go to cinemas...uhuhu

Anyway..it was a worth film to watch. A mix of passion, action and has a good moral values to it. Anyone haven't watched it before..maybe you can still catch it on Astro..or maybe...just buy the DVD. ;)

P/S: Wanted to go and watch JUMPER. Anyone have seen it?? Any reviews??

Sorrows...

Last night I wept
I wept and I cried
I wept and I cried....
Till there were no more tears
Till I don't feel a thing in my soul

But then
I still wept and cried this morning
And yet, no appologies received

Instead.....
I was ordered
I was ordered..
Not to cry
Not to express...
Not to express my sorrows
And to keep it all to myself
If I refuse
I'll be punished
Punished with anger

So then...
I stop crying
I held back all the sorrows
I kept it all to myself
With no one to share
And again..I console myself
To get through everything
Just like I did before

I just hope
Hope that I have the strength
To hold on...if not
I might just choose to die
And if I die
I'll keep everything
And bring all my sorrows to the grave

NO Honeymoon for us

Since the announcement of the election date, my life has been miserable. Yeah...u've read all about it before in my blog. So NOT going anywhere for our honeymoon just added the miserableness into my life. I've been planning for the honeymoon for ages. I've even bought few things for the honeymoon. But since it was too short notice for us to go anywhere between 6-9 March...I've decided to let go. Yes!!! It is damn sad. I am frustrated, sad, angry and depressed but maybe it is for the best. I have never felt this sad since my last birthday. No celebration or what so ever...just like an ordinary day. I think I have to stop to expect. Well, no need to say anything about it now..it's in the past. sigh!!!

If only I stick to the date of 1st March 2008, If only my hubby did not get the offer so soon and If only the government did not decide to make the announcement that ruins everything. I just hope nothing else goes downside.

So, 12th and 13th April is the only thing I am looking forward for now. Just praying that it goes well. The rest I can console myself...just like I did with everything else that goes wrong in my life.

Cuba teka

Jika anda pandai...cuba teka. Apakah yang selalu memekak dan mengeluarkan bau busuk tengit (yg menyakitkan kepala) diantara jam 7-8 pagi dan jam 7-8mlm. Aaaa....teka...teka...jgn tak teka. uhuhuhu

The Wedding Photoshoot

Last Sunday, we went to D'Paris Image to do our wedding photoshoot. I wanted to do and feel something different by going to a Chinese studio to take wedding photos. ehehehehe.

So our day starts at 10.30am as we set foot into the studio. We had 6 outfits to finish the photoshoot. 2 wedding gowns, 2 evening dress and 2 costumes. Overall, it was fun and hilarious coz we had to do so many poses. There were cute, elegent, funny and sexy poses altogether. wakakakakaka. We didn't know that being a model was such a hassle until we did this photoshoot. Our day ended at 8.45pm...yeah...about 10 hrs later. Wow!! It was tiring!! But we did have fun.

We can't put any photos in this entry as we did not take any. But we just can't wait to see the photos this friday and we can only choose 20 pictures out of the whole bunch taken. It's gonna be a tough choice to make.

The album will be done on 1st April. So, to those who are coming to my wedding, you'll be able to view it during the wedding day. *wink wink*

I am pissed off!!! I feel like killing someone...arrrghhh!!!

Yesterday and today, I felt like killing someone?? Why?? Why?? Because of the stupid election that makes my life miserable. Bloody Hell!!! Now, my big day that I have been waiting for has to be postponed. Damn It!!! None of my relatives can make it on 8th March since 90% of them are in Johor. So after a discussion last night, we have decided to push the event forward to 12th and 13th APRIL 2008. Yes....12th and 13th APRIL 2008. Why?? Why postpone it for a month?? Why you ask??? Here is why.....we can't push it 15th and 16th March coz we have already bought flights and hotel room in Kuching for a friend's wedding. Then coz my hubby just started work at a new co on 17th March, we don't think he can take leave so soon, so 22nd and 23rd March is also out of the question. That is how we came out with 12th and 13th April as our date. Futhermore, 13th April is my beloved hubby's birthday.

So, today, I was busy as hell. I had like thousands of phone calls to make. First of course to caterer, tent company, make up artist, pelamin guy, kompang team, videographer and photographer. Thank God they are available on that date. After all that are settled, I've send like hundreds of SMS and emails to frens whom I've already send invitation cards to. I've also printed a notice to be posted to them and also to be attached with my gorgeous wedding card (ahahahaha..yg nih aku masuk bakul angkat sendiri...wakakakakaka) for those which haven't been sent out yet.

I will always remember 8th March 2008 and The 12th General Election coz it almost ruin one of the most important day of my life. I think for the first time voting, I might even vote for the opponent coz I am soooooo pissed.

I just hope that my invitees took note on the change of date and don't turn up on my door on 8th March 2008. I think I'll have to send a reminder SMS or email a week before that.

Again, to those who are invited, please take note, the wedding will be on 12th and 13th April 2008. Hope to see you there on my big day.

GENERAL ELECTION OF 2008

Last time the general election never had an impact on my life. At least not in a big way. I don't really like politics..it is always dirty no matter how much detergent you used to clean it up. And no matter what, BN will always win (except maybe in Kelantan and Terengganu). However, this year, my hubby and I decided to register as voters. Yes yes....we are 28 and we have never voted before. When we were eligible to vote, we can't vote..remember 1998?? the Anwar Ibrahim case time..yes that time. uhuhuhuhu

But this year...it was different altogether. The general election has a huge impact!! Why?? Why you asked??? Because it happens to be held on the same day of my wedding date!!! %$#!&^(*$#&^)!^%* And I had to reduce the no of pax to the caterer as I doubt most of the outstation guest will be coming. aaaarrrrghhhhhh!!!!!

I hate politics, and now, I hate it even more. uwaaa!!!!!!!

Our Love Song

I just wanna share our long song with our beloved frens. The lyrics are so meaningful and we just looooooove the song so much. So lets celebrate the joyful of LOVE!!

NO ONE
By Alicia Keys

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everything's gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide
Something so real
So till the end of time
Im telling you that

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what
I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what
I feel for you
oh oh oh....




Hope u enjoy this song as much as we do :)

Things I can't wait for

There are only 31 days left to my reception and besides all the hassle of preparing for the day, there are few things that I can't wait for in this whole preparation process.

12th February - to finally start to finish the wedding favours
15th February - to finally see my finished wedding dress (I sent to do beadings)
16th February - to go for a dress fitting for the dress I'll be wearing on the groom side
17th February - My wedding photoshoot with D'Paris Image (this one will be exciting - but tiring)
20th February - to see the finished look of my bridesmaid dress (so cute)

Still praying that everything is in place and going well.Pray for me too yeah frens.