Laugh till You Drop: Ice Age 3

Since last week was the last weekend before hubby goes back to Melaka....I asked him to treat me to Ice Age 3 movie. Aahahahah....I've always love cartoons. I even changed our Astro Discovery channel to DisneyWorld channel. ahahahahaha. I'm like a 6 year old when it comes to cartoons. I guess they made me laugh...that's why I love them. My hubby never really understands why...until he watch Ice Age 1 for the first time on HBO. He laugh his heart out. wakakakaka...now it's easier for me to ask him to watch cartoon movies together. :D

To those who haven't watch Ice Age 3 yet....please please please go watch it. I guarantee you won't regret it. It is damn hilarious. I laugh from start to finish. At some point I was laughing like no body's business until I forgot that I was actually in a cinema. I am always amazed by the imagination of all the writers who wrote such good and interesting stories that we all enjoyed so much. They must be damn creative. uuhuhuhu. I just love the Sid character...and not to forget that creature that is always hunting its nut. ahahahaha...it is just a sideline that made the cartoon much more fun to watch.

oh yeah....btw..I did watch Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen a week earlier...it was awesome. So don't miss that one too. It is humor and thrill combined. To read a hilarious review...go to DIYANAZMAN. (Diyana...kasi komisyen skit....akak promote blog hang nih) :P

Life Goes On ;)

hmmm.....it's been a while since I wrote anything here. I have a lot of incidents to write about...but never come to write about it in the end. Well....today is exactly 1 month 1 week after the grulling incident at the hospital with my miscarriage. The truth is, I am long passed that. Hey, life must go on. uhuhuhu

I am glad when everything was over before my hubby left for his outstation duty for 4 months in Melacca. He went just 1 week after I miscarriaged. Hate to think he would have to come back and forth for me if I was still in pain or in fragile condition. Everything worked out for the best in the end. Allah always know what is best ;)

Nothing much had happened in this 1 month. I've recovered completely....physically and mentally...i guess. Although....I am missing my hubby. Haven't been away for so long from him before.....not even when we were dating.....eheheh. Few of my frens were quite amazed by how I handle the incident. To tell you the truth...I am quite amazed of myself too. To be able to handle the emotional wreck that happened was a great deal. A fren of mine had the same experience, she was mopping for a long time. Luckily, she got pregnant 2 months of the miscarriage....and that made her stronger. I guess, too many things happened in my life that the experience helped me to be a stronger person mentally. I am greatful for that.

Actually, I was imagining the joy of going back for raya with a big bump on my belly. I guess we'll see if that will happen next year. uhuhuh

So....nothing much has change. I go to work everyday...and hassle through the traffic with idiot drivers everyday. The only thing that has changed is my weight. I did gain 3kg (most of it goes to my belly), bigger boobs, butt and thigh. hmmmm.....bigger boobs and butt....damn...it's a plus.....but fat belly??? Is a damn NO NO...so now am dieting to reduce it. ahahaha...but my hubby said to leave it alone...so it can be a cushion and pillow for the next baby. Yeah right?? :P

Miscarriage: The Experience

WARNING: This entry might not suit anyone with faint hearted or those who can throw up easily. Read at your own risk...uhuhuhuhu

It has been a few days now....since the day we had to swallow the fact that we have to try again. At this time....we are now able to take it positively. My hubby even get to joke about how I looked like while I was in pain in the emergency room. Come to think of it...it was quite funny. But the fact is....to be able to handle the pain...fuh.....need full concentration and determination.

I finally got the result that I had a missed-miscarriage due to blighted ovum on Monday morning. We went to the Sg Buloh ER at 12.30am...as I cannot stand the pain (I am thinking of D&C at this time). So as usual....government hospital......nothing is too late unless you are truly dying.....or maybe they just wait till you die first. I don't even know how do they classify EMERGENCY. So finally...got to see the doc at 2.30am...yeap...after 2 hours waiting. Then..after a few minutes of consultation...I was brought to see the gynea. OMG!! At this point.....I am scared. Want to know why? The gynea is so fierce and rough. She said that I am pregnant...but the sac is empty and the sac has stopped growing when it reached 6 weeks (I am supposed to be 11 weeks pregnant). So when she asked me to choose either to rescan in to weeks time, let it come out by itself or to do the D&C.....I opt to rescan another two weeks.

Yes! I know...I wanted to do the D&C....but after facing the fierce and rough gynea...I couldn't imagine her doing such procedure to me. I mean...OMG!! I am gonna end up with a teared ***** and uterus. No!! I am not gonna take that chance. I think...If I got her as my gynea for my delivery....I would definitely held my breath....run...and go to another hospital. YES!! I am that scared of her.

So..later in the afternoon....I asked my hubby to bring me to PPUM. fuh....to my relief....the service is much much much better and I don't have to wait that long either. This time, the gynea is more polite and I'm very comfortable with him. Yes....him. He took my pregnancy history...(which the earlier gynea failed to do so) and also my health details before he does any physical check. Later, he did the physical check up and did pap-smear as well since I've never did one. See how good he is? In my condition..I would never have thought of doing a pap-smear. I can only think of my miscarriage and the dissappointment at this point.

The gynea also come out with the same conclusion....I had a missed-miscarriage or blighted ovum since the sac is empty and has stopped developing at week 6. He also said...with first pregnancy at my age....it is quite a normal thing to happen. Gosh! When he said 'at my age"...I feel so old. I guess that's why a lot of people said it is better to get pregnant before 30. Even I am only 29..I am already at risk. However, according to him....it is unwise to do a D&C....coz this is my first pregnancy and doing so might damage my uterus cells. So I took his advise and went home to rest.

Ok...my story does not end there....later...at 9pm....I start to feel lower abdominal pain. At first it was bearable...like my normal period pain. But as the time pass....the pain got stronger and it was hard for me to ignore. Again...at around 12am..I was rushed to the ER in PPUM. At this point, nothing I do can reduce the pain...sitting...lying...nothing works. All I can do is just lay on one side while trying to make the pain go away...but with no luck. At the ER....they gave me 3 shots of pain killer. My hand still hurts from the needle they put in to make the water line...and to draw my blood. But the painkiller did not manage to kill any pain. Yeap...the pain is as painful as before.

At around 3am...the gynea I saw this morning manage to arrive at the ER (I wonder if he ever sleeps). He said that my body is in the midst of rejecting the empty sac...and what I am experiencing now is a small scale contraction or a small scale delivery. Damn!!! This pain is only small scale??? Sish!!! What about the actual labour pain???? OMG!!! OMG!!!! I can't even imagine. Even my hubby cannot stand looking at me trying to cope with the pain. He even told me that it is ok if I don't want to get pregnant anymore....looking at me in pain is too painful. Yeah right....like I'm gonna pass the experience of being a mother. However painful the experience might be...I think I'll live through it. To cut it short...I think I passed out at around 5am...as I felt the last blood rushed coming out.

At 6am...one of the staff nurse woke me up and said that I can go home first and come back to see the gynea at the clinic. Upon waking up, I realize...the pain was gone and I can feel like a piece of meat is coming out. It was the sac. Finally it's over. Fuh.....what and experience. So when I came back to see the gynea.....he did an ultrasound and confirmed that everything is out, my womb is in a good condition and my blood test come out in a healthy condition. I am thankful for that. He also wished me luck for the next one.

To wrap up.....miscarriage is a painful experience..mentally and physically but I am glad I got through it. Thank you for those who showered me with their best wishes and supports. I am also glad that I did not take it to0 hard mentally...and both my hubby and me are taking it quite positively. I am now in the process of recovering (which i hope i am doing it the right way) and hope for the best in the future. I do pray I don't have to go through that again coz I don't want my hubby to be sad again. He's dream of being a father is long overdue. So pray for us ok. ;)

Blighted Ovum..Not as good as it sounds

Hi all....so....just to let you guys know that I had a miscarriage. It was official last nite when I was rushed to the ER due to bleeding. We are swallowing the fact slowly.....and try to think positive of the thing that just happened. Well...it was conclusive that the miscarriage was due to blighted ovum. The fetus did not develop well as it should be.

However, we are happy to know that we are able to conceive and we will definately try again with no pressure of course. Hopefully our next one will be a good one. Pray for us ok? At this moment...I am resting...and hoping next time will be a better one.

I am one HOT Pregnant Lady

Yeah...yeah...i know..i know...once you read the entry title...some of you might want to vomit blood...and think that I am one self-absorb person. ahahahahah....well, now i know why some men thinks that pregnant women are sexy and hot. I mean...with bigger breast and plummer solid butt...who doesn't?? eheheheh

Cool down guys....when I said I am one HOT pregnant lady....I literally meant hot! As in under the sun hot!! It has never been a moment where I left a place without cool air...that I wouldn't sweat. Still thinks that's sexy?? Yish...try being pregnant guys. uhuhuhu.

Fortunately, this heat of pregnancy is also shared by my beloved hubby. And thank God, most of the "pembawakan" of being pregnant is being dealt by him and not me. He is the one who has been having bad headache and back pain. All I do is eat, eat and eat.....and sleeps. He sleeps also. It seems that it is easy to dooze off these days. I think I am gonna be a gundu soon (wanna know what gundu is? Ask my sis Diyana or her friend Bani)...uhuhuhu

Although I haven't gain that much weight...only about 2-3kg...but most of it goes to my face. Yes!! My face....uuuurrrghhhhh!! Why must my face? that is the first thing other people will see...and when they see me....OMG!! they'll absolutely think I'm fat. Although...the enhancement of the breast and butt are most welcome. ahahahah.

The only downside is....I need to find new pants. I can't fit into mine anymore. I know...just 2 months pregnant...and already I can't fit into my pants??? I still can fit into them...but I'm just not comfortable. well....if you know me.....you know how skinny i was before this...i guess my body is getting ready for the occassion. I hope I won't be as big as baby elephant...and if I do...OMG!!!! I will have to hit the gym.....5 hrs a day after this. uhuhuhu

What ever it is...baby....you are making mommy fat....but mommy still love you. Later, when you are born...please make sure you are an active baby...so I can chase you around until I'm skinny again. ehehehehehehe

Mat Rempit - Misunderstood or Overated

Nowadays, everyday when we read the newspaper, there will always be a news on this Mat Rempit eperdemic (can I classify it as that?..hmmm). But I think they are misunderstood and most of the time overated.

In my days, (wow!! writing that made it seems like I'm so old) at least last 14 years (woooo...it has been so long)...this term Mat Rempit was never heard. All we called this motorist was "Budak Motor"...my hubby was one of them...and of course I'm one of those minah motor....wakakakaka. Those time, you can say that these Budak Motor are not so daring as they are now. Well they do race on the highway and at times in Jln TAR...but most of their cases are minor cases.

I think because of the overated and the wide coverage of the so called gang-bang activities...made all this hot blooded youngsters crave for more attention and they started to do even "langsi" things. But I think it is not fair to mock all the motorcyclist as mat rempit. Those who race illegally...maybe...yes...but I don't think they are all bad...even those who race illegally...maybe some....but i think only 30% of it. Last time, we race for fun....for excitement...I'm not sure about now...but I think the goal is about the same. And we also like to take long trips with our group and sometimes joined by other groups too. It is not like all the time we only think about racing and doing something rebellious. But, to label all the crimes done by any person who uses motorcycle as Mat Rempit....is not the right thing to do.

Snatch Thieves...MAT REMPIT!!!....Gang Banging...MAT REMPIT!! Have they ever thought that it is easier to snatch using a motorbike? And isn't it ever easier to run away after you beat someone up with a motorbike....easy to "cilok" your way around. So I don't think all this crimes are all done by Mat Rempit....a label given by the media to this so called outlaws. I mean, motorbike are the cheapest transport you can afford. If the snatch thieves can afford a car, why bother to snatch anyway. Am I right?

Let me share a story with you. One day, I was on my way back home from my office. This happened quit sometime ago. Unexpectedly, the route I took is in a massive jammed and I am stuck with no where to turn. As I sat in my car for almost an hour (stuck in that bloody hell jammed)....my car petrol....finally ran out..and the engine went dead. So....if before this I was only moving few cm each minute..I am now stuck there for good. Okay, my first instinct was to switch on my double signal...then to call my hubby. Manage to call him..and ask him to bring some petrol. Although, it will be a while until he gets here from Cheras. Then I went out of the car....at this time..I am obstructing traffic on the fast lane. Well.....we know that Malaysians like to watch....and they did just that. They watch!! Can't they see damsel in distress here?? uuurrghhh.

Even a patrol car went by me and never stopped to help or at least ask what's wrong. They too, just watch. So after few minutes standing outside my car...few youngsters on motorbikes pass by.....suddenly one of them stopped just few feet from my car and while the rest followed, a guy (he seems young...student maybe...not sure) approached me.

Guy: miss....awak ok? (Miss, are you okay?)

Me: Kete saya enjin mati. Tapi saya dah call husband untuk datang. (My car engine stopped, I've called my husband to come.)

Guy: Perlu saya tolong? Saya tolong bawa kereta ke tepi. (Need my help? I'll help bring your car to the side).

Me: Thanks. Boleh jugak. Nanti kat sini sesak lagi. (Thanks. That will be great. This will only make the traffic worse)

Without hesitation, he called his frens who were starring at us to help. He ask one of his frens to put his motorbike in the middle of the road so that the trafiic won't move forward to make way for my car. After that, the rest of them push and maneuver my car to the road side. I can't thank them enough. So after they have successfully set my car on the road side (they even put out the triangle emergency thingy behind my car)...the guy approached me again.

Guy: Ok miss? Betul awak ok? Betul dah call husband? (Ok miss? Are sure you are ok? You've called your husband right?)

Me: Yup. Saya ok. Saya dah call husband saya. (Yup, I'm okay. I've called my husband)

Guy: Okay. Duduk dlm kereta. Jangan keluar. Kunci pintu sampai husband awak sampai. ok? (Okay, just sit in your car, lock it and don't come out until your husband comes)

Me: Okay, terima kasih banyak-banyak. (Okay, thank you very much)

Then they just went off. I didn't even get the chance to ask his name. Until now, I still wish I had asked.

So.....that's why I don't really agree with all this Mat Rempit eperdemic. I just think that it's just something small that made big by the authority and the media. Not all budak motor are mat rempit and not all mat rempit are criminals. Why don't they label the car drivers that race until the accident they were in killed others too..like what happened last week. Why aren't they handling that for a change? Just because most of this mat rempit come from low income group and they can't afford a car, they are somewhat label as lower than others and even worst criminals. Everyday, stupid and reckless car drivers pissed me even more compared to those who ride bikes.

A Perfect Birthday Gift

As usual when it comes to my hubby's birthday, I have to really think what to give him. Luckily, it was pretty clear what he really wants. He has been saying he wanted to buy an MP3 player. Well....he does like to jog and went to the gym to keep fit...I guess it is a good gadget for him to have. I've bought him a PSP last year...but it's too big to carry around while jogging and working out. So after looking and surveying all the MP3 players...I finally bought him one.

Although...that wasn't really the actual thing I wanted to give him as a present. Since last year, I wanted to give him this one wonderful gift...but since last year we had our wedding reception, I had to settle for a PSP for him instead. But, to my own suprise...in addition to the MP3 player...I manage to actually present him the wonderful gift I wanted to give him. Want to know what it is???

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I am tested positive for pregnancy!!!

So...this is the biggest birthday gift for him. I am very happy I am able to give him that. Want to know the irony thing? The announcement of there is a living being in my womb is a birthday gift for my hubby, insyaallah the arrival of the little one in Dec 2009 will be my biggest birthday gift. :D. I am now almost 6 weeks pregnant.

So frens, please pray for health and safety. ;)

I'll post the scan picture in my next entry.